19 ways...

19 ways i love thee...

1. i wake up knowing i dreamt of you
2. if i did not dream of you, i still think of you first before allowing myself to rise up
3. your words talk me through my morning routine (and my whole day, actually)
4. i listen for the vibrating sound from my cell--or a new message from you in my email each morning
5. i rush to send you a good morning email
6. then i race against time to send you an 'i made it to work safely' email
7. i love our mid-day check-ins
8. i may mention or talk about you throughout my day to others
9. i love imitating your voice and mannerisms whether in my mind or in front of you
10. i worry about you..whether you've eaten, dressed properly for the weather, had a good/bad day
11. i wonder if your body needs healing
12. i wonder if your mind needs a rest
13. my train ride home consists of random thoughts, but always includes you, leaving me wishing for more
14. i daydream again of things like coming home to you--to our home
15. i i drive afterwards, completing my journey by constantly checking if you have sent a text or may call
16.i look forward to telling you i made it back home safely and what i plan to do next
17. i look forward to reading if you have had dinner, are relaxing, reading, washing dishes
18. i cherish you during our nightly talks, pretending you are here, then take you to bed with me
19. i pray for you

Happy 19th, my love...
~S.