Wednesday, February 28, 2007

wondering, part II

wonder what kind of patterns exist within my life and within me

wonder if i am attracted to those who have similar qualities to a parent

wonder why those qualities can't be my mom's

wonder how that happens though, it is not as if i have met people after knowing such things,and still decide to stay

wonder if those people found in me, patterns from their lives

wonder if i were meant to be depressed forever

wonder how i can help everyone else in this world, but not myself

wonder how i got to 100 % fine, and i feel cut down to 30 % at the moment

wonder when i will not only reach, but stay at 100% fine

-s.m.

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